I haven’t had sex for 6 years and noticed quite recently that young men turn me on. There’s something disturbingly sexy about a boy who is about to go through the aftershocks of puberty. It just makes me wet thinking about it.
My biggest fear as a child was growing up not being able to make something out of life. Now I am going 30, unemployed and living with my parents. It feels like I am living the nightmare I so feared as a child.